holding on...

ever felt like you're so alone...alone as in you're the only living creature on earth...

i wish right now that i am not by myself..

i wish that i'm beside you...

sleeping like a child...

a child who doesn't even know what it feels like being so afraid...

a child who wakes up every morning with her mom beside her...

telling her how much she loves her and how beautiful she is...

and that she's her angel..that she makes her strong...

even if at that moment she's carrying such a heavy load upon her shoulder..

i don't wanna sleep..sleeping is like resting for a couple of hours...

i dnt feel like i deserve to rest even for an hour or two...

i wish i'm beside my dad at this very moment...

telling him how much i love him...

that i misses him so much...

i wish i'm beside you right now...

just looking at your face, your beautiful face...

when i see you happy, you make me happy..

just looking at you makes me happy..

as if i can face anything...

i wish i'm beside you right now..

your laughter gives me strength..

your eyes makes me wonder,imagine things unimaginable...

beautiful things that keeps me going...

i wish i'm beside you right now..

looking at your angelic face makes me strong..

i don't wanna see you sad and i don't wanna see you cry..

so you will neither see me sad nor cry...

for you i'll keep on fighting..

i wish i'm beside you..

coz you are my strength..

you are my life..

i wish i'm not alone..

i know i'm not alone.

thank you.

for giving me the strength..the courage..

i'll keep on holding on...