Sunday, December 11, 2005

all my life...

I will never find another lover
sweeter than you,Sweeter than you
And I will never find another lover
more precious than you,More precious than you
Girl you are close to me you're like my mother,
Close to me you're like my father,
Close to me you're like my sister,
Close to me you're like my brother
You are the only one my everything
and for you this song I sing
And all my life
I've prayed for someone like you
And I thank God that I,
that I finally found you
All my life
I've prayed for someone like you
And I hope that you feel the same way too
Yes, I pray that you do love me too
I said you're all that I'm thinking of.....baby
Said, I promise to never fall in love with a stranger,
You're all I'm thinking of,
I praise the Lord above,
For sending me your love,
I cherish every hug,
I really love you
And all my life,
baby, baby, I've prayed for someone like you,
And I thank God that I,
that I finally found you, baby
All my life
I've prayed for someone like you
And I hope that you feel the same way too Yes,
I pray that you do,
love me You're all that I ever known,
when you smile, on my face,
all I see is a glow.
You turned my life around,
you picked me up when I was down,
You're all that I ever known,
when you smile on your face all I see is a glow,
You picked me up when I was down
You're all that I ever known,
when you smile on your face all I see is a glow,
You picked me up when I was down
and I hope that you feel the same way too,
Yes I pray that you do love me too
All my life,
I've prayed for someone like you,
And I thank God that I,
that I finally found you
All my life
I've prayed for someone like you Yes,
I pray that you do love me too
All my life
I've prayed for someone like you
And I thank God that I,
that I finally found you
All my life
I've prayed for someone like you Yes,
I pray that you do love me too

Friday, November 18, 2005

Alice in the wonderland

saan kaya ito...
Kuya, saan po ba ang lugar na ito. from mrt paano ba makakapunta don. hay naku neh, along ayala lang yan. teka para mas sigurado ask ko friend ko ta pirmi siya nagpapacheck up dun....after ten years, eto na... 3rd stop light neh tapos maglakad ka na lang, kapag nawala ka hapot ka na lang sa sikyu ang lispo...

nag-abot su aldaw...ang ganda ng lola mo, as in ang pormal...ten, teden, teden ,tenten...mrt..grabe first time kong maipit na ganun, as in....ten, teden, teden, tenten...ayun ang ayala loop..aba andun ang hinahanap namin..pila portion kaya lang ang haba ng pila e sinc esabi bni kuya eldred malapit lang un, pinairalo ang tigas ng ulo, lipat tau ng jeep, hahaha.... then here comes the third stop light...hi PBCOMM here we come again pero hindi pala dun. ang sabi maglakad na lang...lakad naman kami papuntang right...aks sa guard, sagot naman ang guard e di lakad lalo kasi malapit na daw kami...antagal na, asan na po...oh my!!!! mali ang pagkakarinig nung guard. 9:00 interview ko, 9:30 na, ayoko na, ang sakit na ng paa ko.... hanap ng mauupuan. text agad nung contact person para magparesched...good at pumayag naman...ang goal na lang is hanapin ung place para tom ay di na mawala...continue pa din sa paglalakad til narating ang dulo...may crossing...antagal kaming nag-antay ng jeep, sa kakaantay, sa kabilang lane makikita ang G. Puyat...tapos sakay na. manong pababa na lang po sa ganito....ten, teden,teden, tenten....tawid na kau kalsada...un na ang hinahanap niyo...oh my!!! kaya pala nakatawa ang driver kasi inikot niya lang kami, binaba kami dun mismo sa may G. Puyat na lane...gagi pala un e...hahahahaha mabababaliw na kami, ayoko na talaga...sige lang kaya pa...search ulit sa left kami nagstart til sa pinakalikod hanggang malapit na kami sa kung saan kami galing, un pala ay nasa ryt siya...guess what time na ?????malapit na mag-eleven...hahahaha. word 4 d day ika ....DANGAG na PATALon pang maray. nagpinatal na sobra ta dai naghahapot, hehehe. eto pa mas nakakatawa, nakikita namin from where were standing ung spot kung saan kami unang binaba. pathetic...grabe.... bibili na ako na mapa ng ayala, trace koung place na nilakad namin den palaminate ko, hahaha... most uforgettable talaga....astig noh...may mas lalala pa kaya dito???????huhuhuhuhuhuhuhuhhuhuhuhu

Tuesday, November 08, 2005

haaayyy...break....

for the first time na dai ako nag-uli sa harong this break... well, kadakol ko man na naginibo. inot nag-apply ako sa ibang work and grabe, makakkurabun ang inot na interview, as in... pero okay man lang siya, dapat lang talaga maranasan mo ang first time para dai ka na kulbaan masunod. tapos su 2nd intervioew, makaulok pa ta pagbaba ko nanggad sa jeep, naraot su sapatos ko. i told myself, ngee, bad sign na ini...inda, gari man nanggad iu ta dai pa ako tig-aapudan hanggang ngunyan pero okay lang un, ang importante alam ko na ang feeling kan nasa hot seat, hehehe... tapos sa buong break kaiba ko ang baba ko and maugmahon man...mas nabistuhan ko siya nin maray and iu man siya sako. hay, inda basta ang aram ko maogmahun ako sa iya ngunyan... dai ata ako makaklase ngunyan ta grabe ang prob sa harong kaya kaipuhan talaga makahanap ako ki trabaho and sana makakua tulos. hay, matatapos din ang mga ito, i know basta dapat di lang mawaran nin hope...smile pirmi, o db...

Sunday, October 23, 2005

ano ba talaga...

ano nga ba talaga...tinawan ko lang talaga nin prob ang sadiri ko...ngunyan mas nalibong na ako sa kung ano ang toto..sa kung ano ang importante..sa kung ano ang inuton..kung dapat bang intindihun ang ibang tawo o kung ano na lang ang makakapaogma sa imo..dapat bang magpaapekto sa bagay na bako man totoo..inda, ano ba talaga...
tipagal na ako..kadakol ko pang gigibuhon and may mga dai pa ngani ako napupunan, gari wuya ko na magsuko, inda...i need more time....

what a day....

hay....kaugma ko kahapon tapos sinundan tulos ki aldaw na arog kani. inda, for the first time, may nang-iwal talaga sako...funny na dai ako makapaniwala na may tawong nag-iisip sako na arog kaito...su mga habo ko gibuhon sa iba, iu ang mga ngyayari sako, makauyam ta wara man akong maginibo, maski sisay pwede itaram kung ano man ang opinyon ninda...pero sobra su mga tigparataram niya, as in! i can't believe na arog siya kaito...
tapos nagdagdag pa su saro kong barkada, sus dai na talagang katapusan...kaya minsan talaga makahidap ng mag-ugma..nata man kaya arog kaini pirmi ang ngyayari..inda, bahala na daw, mangyari na kung ano ang mangyayari...what a day...

Friday, October 14, 2005

All My Life


All my life, without a doubt I give you
All my life, now and forever till the
Day I die, you and I will share

All the things this changing world can offer
So I sing, I'd be happy just to
Stay this way, spend each day, with you

There was a time, that I just thought
That I would lose my mind
You came along and then the sun did shine
We started on our way

I do recall that every moment spent
Was wasted time but then I chose to lay it on the line
I put the past away
I put the past away
I put the past away

All my life, I will carry you through
All my life, between each hour of the passing days
I will stay with you

There was a time, that I just thought
That I would lose my mind
You came along and then the sun did shine
We started on our way

I do recall that every moment spent
Was wasted time then I chose to lay it on the line

I want this all my life
I want this all my life
I want this all my life
I want this all my life
I want this all my life
I wanted this all my life

hay, at last...

yan, natapos din ang exam week....grabe, kakaloka as in. kaya lang isa pa lang ang sigurado kong pasa na subject, huhuhu...two to go....sana naman ipasa ni ma.m ung isa.....hay ewan bahala na nga basta ang lam ko binigay ko ang best ko, un na un.....
nway, hapi ako ngaun at hindi pala nagtatampo sa akin ang mga....siguro oo pero i know kelangan lang talaga "nating" mag-usap.....guys miss ko na kau, as in!
oo ng apla, andami kong kwento kaya lang baka dun kau mainis dahil magiging madaldal na naman ako but if u don't want me too, okay lang...sayang din if ever ng energy, hahahaha!
for the past few weeks andaming ngyari as in...ang gulo pero kaya pa...ako pa, sana ngasumoko na para ala ng prob, hehehe...basta kwento ko na lang po....
uy, cute na pla ng cat namin sa haws, ung sinasabi ni ayen at ang sosyal, may cat food pa siya...o di ba, ang arte.....

The One You Love

Glenn Frey - The One You Love
I know you need a friend, someone you can talk to
Who will understand what you're going through
When it comes to love, there's no easy answer
Only you can say what you're gonna do
I heard you on the phone, you took his number
Said you weren't alone, but you'd call him soon
Isn't he the guy, the guy who left you cryin'?
Isn't he the one who made you blue?
When you remember those nights in his arms
You know you gotta make up your mind
Are you gonna stay with the one who loves you
Or are you goin' back to the one you love?
Someone's gonna cry when they know they've lost you
Someone's gonna thank the stars above
What you gonna say when he comes over?
There's no easy way to see this through
All the broken dreams, all the disappointment
Oh girl, what you gonna do?
Your heart keeps sayin' it's just not fair
But still you gotta make up your mind
Are you gonna stay with the one who loves you
Or are you goin' back to the one you love?
Someone's gonna cry when they know they've lost you
Someone's gonna thank the stars above

Tuesday, October 04, 2005

bad.....

tiuyaman na nman ako...makauyam, pirmi na sana iyan ang line ko, minsan makasawa na.
may dai ka sana mapagbigyan, malain ka na. madamot ka na. selfish ka na....
paran, madamot pa ba un, all these years dai ako nawara sa side niya tapos minsan lang o okay fine, many times na dai ko napapagbigyan ta pirmi siya wrong timing, mataram na nmn nambabaya na daa ako. tapos sunod sunod pa mga prob...inda tiuyaman talga ako o mainit lng tlaga ang pau ko ta....
hay, kadakol ko pa mandn na adalan, ah basta bhala na, maadal ako bati tagilid ako sa saro na subject. kaya ko to and the more na dapat kong kayanun ngunyan...
sensya na, tig-aabot na naman kaya ang pau ko ngunyan..sa aga lang wara na namn sana ini...how i wish...

Friday, September 30, 2005

hay exam...

exam week, sobra makangaragun na maray.. for two days ang katurog ko 2 hours and 3 hours lang. buti nga nakakatutor pa man ako nin matino and thank you sa kanya....hehehe, basta....
next week ganun na naman, hay kelan kya matatpos ang mga ini. please, sana matapos na ini ta grabe na pasakit..sa mga nag-aaradal jan i know naiintndihan man nindo ako, huhuhu, namimis ko na baby and mama ko...diit pa na tios, hahaha. matatapos din ang mga ito, o di ba...kala mo kakusog kan buot, sa totoo lang kaluya, herak man, haha. inda, wara ako sa mood mag-emote ngaun kaya kung ano ano na sana ang tigsusurat ko, pathetic man na maray, bwahahahaha...bruha. pati si len namimis ko, ang bruha na ito, hahaha.

Friday, September 23, 2005

wat wil u do?

ano nga ba...sa kabila ng lahat, dai mo aasahan na may tawong handa itao saimo ang gabos mapaugma ka lang na dai saimong tighahagad na kapalit... di ba kapag arog kaan, pwede mo mamatean na pwede ka maging unfair sa iya kya makalibong kung ano ang gigibuhon mo, tama ako di ba?
well, ngunyan may tawong arog kaan na nag-abot sako ngunyan and dai ko talaga aram ang gigibuhon ko. minsan, tig-iisip ko na kaselfish ko ta kadakol na ibang tawo na nag-aasa sako ngunyan, kadakol ko responsibilities and hinayaan ko na may mag-abot na arog kaan na tawo, na pwde man kuta na ipinagtabuyan ko siya para dai naging arog kaini kakomplikado an buhay ko and pati an buhay niya... sana dai siya magsuko sako.... sa katagasan kan pau ko,sana......basta sana dai siya mawara, inda ano ba talaga ang gusto ko na mangyari....inda, kaya ko to...kaya ko to....pray, have faith, never lose hope, believe....everything will be alright....SMILE....

Thursday, September 22, 2005

ala ako magawa....saaaaaddddd

nakta ko na mga pic kan bday ni baby. namumunduon ako ngunyan, wuya ko maghibi. nata arog ako kaini, kamoody na tawo.... d trut s di ko na talaga lam ga2win ko.grabe na pressure sako, dai ko na aram kong ano iinuton ko...sa napapansin ko diit na sana wuya na magsuko ni mama, sana matios tios niya pa ki diit...hay naku, malapit na matapos an sem,malapit na din matapos palugit ko sa sadiri ko....kaya ko mga ba ini gabos... lately nafefeel ko na namn ang magsolo, malainun sa buot...magabaton na maray, as in. i can't remember f wen was d last time ba nanafeel ko ini. nata dai nagkakasundo ang mga bagay-bagay. kanina lang, bago ako nag-uli from work, maogmahun akong maray, ngunyan naman kabaligtaran na sobra....ahhh i hate ds world, evrythin s so unfair...nata???????

Wednesday, September 21, 2005

ano ngunyan...

inda ko daw sako, maogma ako na mamundo sa mga ngyayari...aksukat tigparaisip agad kagabi su bad na pwede na mangyari ngunyan dai na lugod aram su sa kapag good ang ngyari....bad.....
nway maogma and nagpapasalamat na maray kay God sa blessing na tigtatao niya sako ngunyan, thank you so much po...
sana dai tulos ini matapos ta ay inda, kauyam, habo ko na talaga, hehehe...
thank you po, sana dai ki makulugan maski sisay and sana nagpapakatotoo gabos na tawo, su mga nakapalibot sato nd kitang duwa... im so hapi... guys gusto ko na mag-istorya sa indo promise...

ang tao nga naman...

inot makamundo...dai ko aram kung nata arog kaito ang nafeel ko. pero medyo tama man si ate glends na kadakula ng sign ito for me to move on di ba...nata ang mga tawo minsan dai ninda naririparo na nagiging selfish na sinda kapag kaogmahan ninda ang issue. tinaram ko sa iya as promised pero siempre expecting something pa di ako maski natatakot talga ako sa magiging reaction niya... ang sabi niya inot, di dapat maogma ako. well yeah im hapi and nagpapasalamat ako ta arog kaito su naging simbag niya at least magiaan sa buot ko. pero kinabanggihan sabihon da naman na kung dai ko na kaya maghalat e di magagom na ako and bahala ako, basta daing cchan to the blues... parang sobrang unfair ta ngpapahalat palan tlaga siya pero nata may gf sa ngunyan. ano ang gusto biyang sabihon, yaon lng dapat ako ta he can do anything he wants tapos kapag ngsawa na siya sa buhay niya mabalik na siya and kapag dai niya ako naabutan, aba e prob ko na iyon....my goodness, bako man ako robot okay... basta iuyaman lang talaga ako sa iya... marasapa talaga....grrrrrrrr....

Tuesday, September 20, 2005

y arog kaini

namumundo ako... nata arog kaini...nata kapag naging maogma ka lang pirmi may kamunduan tulos na kasunod...
inda, habo na talaga yata ako paugmahon na buong buo...hay....inda, kauyam nata ngunyan pa...not now please....

f maogma ka, den wat?

nakakamis magsurat digdi. pacencia kung ngunyan ko lang giraray na update ini...
kadakol na ngyari lately, sa totoo lang dai ako makapaniwala sa mga ngyayari..
halong takot and kaba ang namamate ko and at same time, mamundo man...
kapag kaiba ko siya, maogma ako... and sabi niya iyo man siya. magulo ang sitwasyon mi pero sabi nya maski magulo, yaon sana siya pirmi...hay...for the first time may sarong tawo na arog kaini kabuot and dai pa ako makapaniwala na may arog pa palan kaining tawo...
makatakot makakulog if ever kaya dapat daa ngani sigurado nguna ako sa mga bgay bgay bago ko laugon...pero db dpt siya iu man...pero aram naman niya gabos sako and dspite all of 8, yaon man giraray siya...inda, basta ang aram ko maogma ako, un lang...

Saturday, September 17, 2005

wat a day...

sad na nga ako,mas namundo pa ako ngunyan... nata sila nagkikita kkita ako dai ng balita sa inda... kainggit naman,,, hoy mangyaya naman kayo pwede, ur so unfair, huhuhu... kilala niyo na kung sino kayo...hehehe

ganito na ba, porke matatanda na tayo... lam niyo dami kokwento sa inyo, as ihn....

Saturday, September 03, 2005

What is the difference between men and women?

1. A successful man is one who makes more money than his wife can spend. A successful woman is one who can find such a man.

2. Men wake up as good-looking as when they went to bed. Women somehow deteriorate during the night.

3. A man will pay $2 for a $1 item he wants. A woman will pay $1 for a $2 item that she doesn't want.

4. A woman marries a man expecting he will change, but he doesn't. A man marries a woman expecting that she won't change, and she does.

5. There are two times when a man doesn't understand a woman- before and after marriage.

6. A woman worries about the future until she gets a husband. A man never worries about the future until he gets a wife.

7. To be happy with a man, you must understand him a lot and love him a little. To be happy with a woman, you must love her a lot and not try to understand her at all.

8. Any married man should forget his mistakes. There's no use in two people remembering the same thing!

9. A woman has the last word in any argument. Anything a man says after that is the beginning of a new argument.

10. Women look at a wedding as the beginning of romance, while men look at a wedding as the ending of romance.

ADVICE FOR WOMEN

1. Don't imagine you can change a man unless he's in diapers.

2. What do you do if your boyfriend walks-out? You shut the door.

3. If they put a man on the moon -- they should be able to put them all up there.

4. Never let your man's mind wander -- it's too little to be out alone.

5. Go for younger men. You might as well, they never mature anyway.

6. Men are all the same -- they just have different faces, so that you can tell them apart.

7. Definition of a bachelor; a man who has missed the opportunity to make some woman miserable.

8. Women don't make fools of men -- most of them are the do-it-yourself types.

9. Best way to get a man to do something, is to suggest they are too old for it.

10. Love is blind, but marriage is a real eye-opener.

11. If you want a committed man, look in a mental hospital.

12. If he asks what sort of books you're interested in, tell him checkbooks.

13. Remember a sense of humor does not mean that you tell him jokes, it means that you laugh at his.

14. Sadly, all men are created equal.

Steal My Heart


It was love at first sight.

And try as I might.

I couldn't find

a way to get you off my mind.

You've stolen my heart

and given me a brand new start.

I just want you to know

that as our love grows

please treat my heart with care.

Be fair.

Don't break my heart

by wanting to be apart.

Because I'm in love with you

and I feel everything you do.

You've stolen my heart,

so please be smart.

Tuesday, August 30, 2005

sa WAKAS!!!

m so hapi today... ang sarap ng pakiramdam ng walang tinatago.
nasabi ko na din sa kanila lahat and kakaiba ng pakiramdam..thank you at ganun ang naging reaction nila, i thought before iba...
the truth is, siya ang nagpalakas ng loob ko para sabihin sa kanila iyon, thank's po...
promise, gagawin ko na talaga kung ano ang tama at kung ano ang dapat...
hi baby, miss na miss na nman tuloy kita...ano na naman kaya ang ginagawa mo ngaun...
love you so much...mwuah...

Sunday, August 28, 2005

oi kilig....

hahaha...pagbigyan niyo na ako...masya lng talga ako lately..ewan, basta sana wag na muna ito magstop..nakakamis na din kasi iyong feeling. and okay na sa akin na ganito na lang......oh my, sinabayan pa ng favorite kong song..all my life...there was a time that i just thought that i would lose my mind....ayan, kinopya na daw iyong lyrics....hay ang saya ng buhay kapag ganito, hehehe...

when was the last time ba na nakaramdam ako ng ganito? i think last year, nung malapit na akong magbirthday...tagal na din pala,at least alam ko pa ngaun.... thank's...

Monday, August 15, 2005

mag-isip isip

minsan, napapag-isip ako kung ano ba talaga ang wuya kong mangyari sa buhay ko...
halos yaon na sako ngunyan ang gabos,
my ever loving family, ever supportive friends, and my one and only son...
so far im doin great ngunyan...im doin fine with my studies kahit lagi nagkakaprob sa kwarta...sus dai man ini mawawara, lalo na sa tigigibo ni papa lately...
tig-isip ko na lang si papa na talaga siguro ang saro pa sa prob na dai mawawara sa muya but i do love him so much..namimis ko na ngani siya lalo na si mama...
after i graduate, if makagrad pa, ano ba ang wuya kong gibuhon...
c matt, ano ba ang gusto ko na mangyari sa buhay niya...kaya ko nga ba ito on my own...
sigurado ba ako na kaya ko kahit ako lang...sa ngaun oo ang sagot ko pero what if sa pagbabago kan panahon magbago man ako, kaya ko ba?
takot na akong magpadaba ta takot na akong makulugan...habo ko na mag-agom sa totoo lang, pero kaya ko nga ba...pano ko papadakulaon c matt na dai masyado nin probleme lalo sa pagkatao niya...not always yaon ang family ko sa side ko and ang mga friends ko ta sooner or later they will have a family of their own...

KAYA KO NGA BA? WHAT SHUD I DO....

this is it...

for the past few weeks, i have this problem that i can't share with anyone.
almost every night, i talked to Him and begged...
just last Saturday, He have granted my request and i was so happy...
Promise i'll not do it again and from now on...this is it...i'll follow His will...
Thank you so much for giving me this second chance to correct my mistakes,
i will never forget that day... at first i don't know what to do, i thought i'd die but it didn't happen and i was so relieved...truly He love me that much and He doesn't want my life to go astray...
I LOVE YOU
with all my heart
with all my mind and
with all my soul...
THANK YOU

Sunday, August 07, 2005

i need more strength...

what do i really want.... paulit ulit ko ng tanong ito. ano nga ba...

partly, im okay na ngaun pero gusto kong balikan ang lahat... sana magawa ko na lahat ng ngyari sa buhay ko lalo iyong mga pangit ay mailabas ko kahit sa sulat man lang.

ang sarap ng pakiramdam kapag nailalabas mo ang sama ng loob mo at ang sarap ng pakiramdam kapag alm mo na may nakikinig sayo...

pero alam kong ang iba ay napapagod na sa akin, sana huwag dumating ang time na mawala sila sa buhay ko sa rason na pagod na sila....hehehe, nagdrama daw..

minsan, nasasabi ko na life is so unfair, pero ganito naman talag ang buhay, it depends kung paano mo susuungin ang napakalakas na alon.

ang pagsubok, kailangan natin yan para malaman natin kung hanggang saan ba ang kaya natin...and sabi nga ng iba, hindi hahayaan ni God na pabayaan lang tayo sa mga bagay na alm niyang hindi natin kaya....anjan lng siya lagi, iyon ang dapat nating tandaan. hindi niya tayo pinapabayaan, iyong mga taong walang tiwala sa kanya ang nas-iisip ng ganun...

just hold on ang never lose Faith, ika nga... enjoy life....

ala lang

this past few days...ang saya-saya ng mga araw ko.

after my exam. though i know that i am not gona pass it, okay lang sa pakiramdam kasi alam ko kung bat ako namali na kung pauulitin sa akin iyon, masasagutan ko ulit siya kesa iyong hindi ko talaga alam ang sagot...

i greeted her happy birthday and kahit ganun iyong reply niya....enuf na iyon to make me stop....tama na, sobra na, i have other things na dapat asikasuhin kesa ang i please siya or shall i say sila...bahala na sila sa buhay nila, taray noh...

nag-away kami ng isa kong friend last thursday pero naayos na din agad...minsan nakakapagod na din talaga pero sige lang, hanggat kaya di ba, bat ka susuko...ang sumusuko iyong mahihina lang at walang tiwala sa sarili nila...

last friday, umiyak ang kapatid ko sa trabaho niya...ang hirap kasi napahina ng loob niya. ang hirap mag-explain na ganyan talaga ang buhay dito, kailangan makipagsabayan to survive. medyo naaawa ako sa kanya kasi alam kong nahihirapn talaga siya pero kung may magagawa lang sana ako pero hindi...time will come na pagdadaanan niya talaga ang ganyan, if not now kelan pa di ba...kapag may gusto kang marating o maabot, mas masrap sa pakiramdam kapag pinaghirapan mo talaga....

kahapon nanood kaming mgakakaibigan ng game ng UP. kahit talo ang saya at ang ingay...lalo kapag kasama mo mga kaibigan mo, kahit malunkgot, nagiging walang kasing saya ang araw mo kasi kasama mo sila. tapos, kahit mabiga sa bulsa, hehehe...sige lang kasi minsan minsanan lang ito and sa totoo lang, no regrets...wish ko nga sana maulit agad ang ganun pero kailangan ko muang magtrabaho, hehehe.

hay, pera...bakit ba kailoangan ng pera...hindi ba pwedeng makuntento na lang sa kung ano ang meron at di na kailangang maghanap pa....mahirap din talaga sabihin na okay ka na sa buhay mo. kaasi kapag nangarap ka ngaun taposdumating nga ang araw na natupad mo na iyong pangarap mo, there is always a point in life na magtatanong ka na i can do more and i can achieve more kaya mangangarap ka na namna hanggang sa mamamalayan mo na ala ka ng tigil sa kakakilos, maabot mo lang mga pangarap mo... sabagay dapat nga ba tayong tumigil....

kung ala kang pangarap, ask yourself why u still exist..parang sa love din, walang silbi ang buhay kung hindi ka nagmamahal....hanggat kaya mo pang magbigay sige lang....kapag tumanda ka na, ala kang pagsisisihan....trust me with this, i tell you....

Wednesday, July 20, 2005

GOD in Your LIFE

I want no more pain,
nothing else to drive me insane.

I want to find love,
to find peace from above.

Bring God into your life,
let Him carry your strifes.

Let all your problems be released,
your inner peace will increase.

believe in yourself

Set your standards high.
You deserves the best.
Try for what you want.
And never settle for less.

Believe in God.
No matter what you choose.
Keep a winning attitude.
And you can never lose.

Think about your destination.
But don't worry if you stray.
Because the most important thing.
Is that you've learned along the way.

Take all you've become.
To be all that you can be.
Soar above the clouds.
And let your dreams set you free...

what do i really want....

this week is among the worst days of my life...im so confused and all...
what do i really want, with my life and all.
im so thankful and grateful at the same time that my friends are always there for me and also my family, they didn't abandon me at times when i needed them most but still, i don't know why i feel so incomplete despite all the blessings that i'm receiving right now.
i know that i have to move on for my baby's sake but i just don't know where and how to start all over again...
i keep on pretending that everything is okay but it is not, not at all.
when are all these gonna stop... i want someone to talk to at the moment, i feel so alone...but what i need is someone who will just listen and all...i am so sad coz i cant think of one...
ahhh...life is really like this, there are times that you just have to do things on your own...
what a LIFE...

Thursday, June 23, 2005

wala lang...

just a while ago, nalaman ko na uuwi me tom sa bicol, i can't wait, hehehe. excited na akong makita ang baby ko...i miss him so much na.(love you baby...)

it's raining cats and dogs ngaun. i can't believe na bumaba ako at sinuong ang pagkalakas lakas na ulan (ang lalim nun ah, hehe ). Wara lang talaga akng maginibo ngunyan... gusto ko pagalun ang sadiri ko lalo na ang isip kko, baka di na naman ako mangiturog, huhuhu.

Fiesta tom sa Tabaco...musta kaya don. how i wish andun na ako ngaun. Kanina, ang saya nung math114 ko kaya lang hindi na ulit ako tinawag ni sir, kainis...kanina naman sa lib ang sarap awayin ang lalaki sa tapat ko. excuse me, nag-aaral ka ba...nasa lib ka kaya e nang-aabala daw...hmp, tuloy kahit ayaw ko pang umalis, napilitan na ako.

Ayun, wala lang talaga...gusto ko lang na may maisulat habang inaantay na tumila ang ulan...

rain, rain, go away
little matthew wants to play,,,miss ko na talaga baby ko, huhuhu

Monday, June 20, 2005

here we go again...last night i can hardly sleep. im all alone na sa sala reading this book about personal efficiency when this huge rat, as in rat....well naistorbo lang naman nito iyong pagbabasa ako. pano kamo, until now i can't think of any way kung pano siya mapapaalis sa bahay.... kainis....kasi ba naman kawawa ung plant ni ayen, baka tom ubos na un, huhuhu, ang ganda pa naman...