hahahaha

feels good to be able to write again..
last time gustong gusto ko magsulat, i forgot my account, as in..
now, buti naalala ko ulit but i dnt have time nmn to write. next time na lng ulit, ang importante ok na ulit ito.
i miss writing, it feels so good..

i don't wanna be ill...coz life is beautiful

If you don’t want to be ill...

...Speak your feelings.

Emotions and feelings that are hidden, repressed, end in illnesses as: gastritis, ulcer, lumbar pains, spinal. With time, the repression of the feelings degenerates to the cancer. Then, we go to a confidante, to share our intimacy, ours "secret", our errors! The dialogue, the speech, the word, is a powerful remedy and an excellent therapy!

If you don’t want to be ill...

...Make Decisions.

The undecided person remains in doubt, in anxiety, in anguish. Indecision accumulates problems, worries and aggressions. Human history is made of decisions. To decide is precisely to know to renounce, to know to lose advantages and values to win others. The undecided people are victims of gastric ailments, nervous pains and problems of the skin.

If you don’t want to be ill...

...Find Solutions.

Negative people do not find solutions and they enlarge problems. They prefer lamentation, gossip, pessimism. It is better to light a match that to regret the darkness. A bee is small, but produces one of the sweetest things that exist. We are what we think. The negative thought generates negative energy that is transformed into illness.

If you don’t want to be ill...

...Don’t Live By Appearances.

Who hides reality, pretends , poses and always wants to give the impression of being well. He wants to be seen as perfect, easy-going, etc. but is accumulating tons of weight. A bronze statue with feet of clay. There is nothing worse for the health than to live on appearances and facades. These are people with a lot of varnish and little root. Their destiny is the pharmacy, the hospital and pain.

If you don’t want to be ill...

...Accept.

The refusal of acceptance and the absence of self-esteem, make us alienate ourselves. Being at one with ourselves is the core of a healthy life. They who do not accept this, become envious, jealous, imitators, ultra-competitive, destructive. Be accepted, accept that you are accepted, accept the criticisms. It is wisdom, good sense and therapy.

If you don’t want to be ill...

...Trust.

Who does not trust, does not communicate, is not opened, is not related, does not create deep and stable relations, does not know to do true friendships. Without confidence, there is not relationship. Distrust is a lack of faith in you and in faith itself.

If you don’t want to be ill...

...Do Not Live Life Sad.

Good humor. Laughter. Rest. Happiness. These replenish health and bring long life. The happy person has the gift to improve the environment wherever they live. “Good humor saves us from the hands of the doctor". Happiness is health and therapy.

sigh...

it is so sad when people judge you

according to their standards...

i believe you have to look deeper...
to really know the person...
well, people can say anything they want,
it is their right,
it's our right...
it just makes me sad...
i'm sorry, can't help it...

bubbly

I've been awake for a while now
you've got me feelin like a child now
cause every time i see your bubbly face
I get the tinglies in a silly place

It starts in my toes
makes me crinkle my nose
where ever it goes I always know
that you make me smile
please stay for a while now
just take your time
where ever you go

The rain is fallin on my window pane
but we are hidin in a safer place
under the covers stayin safe and warm
you give me feelins that i adore

It starts in my toes
makes me crinkle my nose
where ever it goes
i always know
that you make me smile
please stay for a while now
just take your time
where ever you go

What am i gonna say
when you make me feel this way
I just........mmmmmmmmmmm

It starts in my toes
makes me crinkle my nose
where ever it goes
i always know
that you make me smile
please stay for a while now
just take your time
where ever you go

I’ve been asleep for a while now
You tucked me in just like a child now
Cause every time you hold me in your arms
Im comfortable enough to feel your warmth

It starts in my soul
And I lose all control
When you kiss my nose
The feelin shows
Cause you make me smile
Baby just take your time
Holdin me tight
Where ever, where ever, where ever you go
Where ever, where ever, where ever you go…

tiring yet terrific...

hay grabe, kapagod ang araw na ito pero masaya.

past 3 na ako natulog tapos 7:30 gising na ako kasi mag-aaral pa ako sa physics. di na kasi ako nakapag-aral kagabi.

Ang masaya dun kasi perfect na nmn kami sa recit tapos ung quiz sa math kahit mahirap, carry lng, hehehe.after pumunta ako sa sm north, nagkita kami ni twila. daldalan to the max tapos sinamahan niya ako buy shoes and hanap pangregalo...5pm la pa rin ako mahanap for ayi kaya deretso ako sm fairview, hahaha.aun, la pa rin ako nahanap for ayi pero nakabili na ako gift kina baby and mga pamangkin ko pati kay kc and kian...saya saya...tapos tom sm north ulit kasi ok na kay ayi ung sinabi ko na guitar watch, hehehe. galing galing, gift ni ayi sa akin ung lowry lois na books, ala nga lng nung gathering blue kasi ala stock pero ok na un. saya talaga...

hay, til next week ganito ako lagi pagod pero ok lang basta masaya din lagi uuwi para maganda ang tulog kahit pagod...

miss ko na baby ko. ang gwapo gwapo niya na tapos ang puti puti ulit...

kakatuwa and kakagigil...grabe ang saya ko talaga today, ewan...basta masaya kahit nakakapagod..takit takit ng likod ko, huhuhuhu...hay wat a day talaga...sana ganito lagi para di ako nakakapag-isip.. :-(

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i wish i can...

just a while ago, a friend of mine sent me this one...

"now i understand why some people get themselves drunk..
it's not because they just want to get wasted.
But because they wanna escape each killing moment they spend
every fucking night thinking about what's happening with their damn life!!
of course they don't forget their problems..
at least they don't spend the night crying themselves to sleep."

then for some time, i told myself ...
how i wish i know how to drink and be drunk just like what other people do whenever they can't sleep..
then i can say that at least i didn't spend the night crying myself to sleep, funny...
yes, funny for someone like me to even think about this one.

if only i can stop time, i would.
i hate him for leaving me just when i needed him most.
i hate him for being with her instead of being with me.
i hate you for not being there JUST WHEN I NEEDED YOU MOST..

how many more *** should i hate for leaving me...

i feel like walking tonight...
a lot of things that i used to do with you, but i guess now...
well i don't know....

you are just like them...

i'll be okay.
i will..
i must..

i'll be missing "neth"..
i wish i can be not me...

missing you

Naalala ko, kapag may gusto ako na kahit ano...niyayakap lang kita then lam mo na why i'm giving you that warm hug..

kapag may gusto ako, bawal lagi kay mama, then you'll just say go, then go..

the last say is always your words.though you're like that, kaya ako ganito dahil sayo. sobrang perfectionist, disciplined and ol.

i know dami natin pagkukulang sa bawat isa, kahit i have ol the right na to be angry with you, di ko magawa...

because padabaon taka na maray.if you only knew.i envy her so much, lahat binigay mo sa knya...

naging selfish ako dahil gusto kita ipagkait sa knya but now i've realized na asa akin na pla lahat...nd naging ganun pa ako sa knya..m sorry...

antayin mo po ako...sat anjan na ako..please do wait fot me...kung pwede lang na di kita iwan, gagawin ko.

pero di umaayon time ngayon so whatever time na meron ako now, promise i'll be beside you always...

now pa lang i miss you terribly na. di ko alam if kaya ko.
sabi nila, papas' girl daw ako..well oo...bakit ganun, why do you have to go...

pa, bat ganun...ala pa din akong mahanap na tulad mo...i guess i'll never find one...
so please...
don't leave yet...
please...

i want to stop time...
i really like to...
how i wish i can...

kaya ko ito...
sige lang kaya ko ito...

i love you so much pa..
i'll miss you...