bubbly

I've been awake for a while now
you've got me feelin like a child now
cause every time i see your bubbly face
I get the tinglies in a silly place

It starts in my toes
makes me crinkle my nose
where ever it goes I always know
that you make me smile
please stay for a while now
just take your time
where ever you go

The rain is fallin on my window pane
but we are hidin in a safer place
under the covers stayin safe and warm
you give me feelins that i adore

It starts in my toes
makes me crinkle my nose
where ever it goes
i always know
that you make me smile
please stay for a while now
just take your time
where ever you go

What am i gonna say
when you make me feel this way
I just........mmmmmmmmmmm

It starts in my toes
makes me crinkle my nose
where ever it goes
i always know
that you make me smile
please stay for a while now
just take your time
where ever you go

I’ve been asleep for a while now
You tucked me in just like a child now
Cause every time you hold me in your arms
Im comfortable enough to feel your warmth

It starts in my soul
And I lose all control
When you kiss my nose
The feelin shows
Cause you make me smile
Baby just take your time
Holdin me tight
Where ever, where ever, where ever you go
Where ever, where ever, where ever you go…

tiring yet terrific...

hay grabe, kapagod ang araw na ito pero masaya.

past 3 na ako natulog tapos 7:30 gising na ako kasi mag-aaral pa ako sa physics. di na kasi ako nakapag-aral kagabi.

Ang masaya dun kasi perfect na nmn kami sa recit tapos ung quiz sa math kahit mahirap, carry lng, hehehe.after pumunta ako sa sm north, nagkita kami ni twila. daldalan to the max tapos sinamahan niya ako buy shoes and hanap pangregalo...5pm la pa rin ako mahanap for ayi kaya deretso ako sm fairview, hahaha.aun, la pa rin ako nahanap for ayi pero nakabili na ako gift kina baby and mga pamangkin ko pati kay kc and kian...saya saya...tapos tom sm north ulit kasi ok na kay ayi ung sinabi ko na guitar watch, hehehe. galing galing, gift ni ayi sa akin ung lowry lois na books, ala nga lng nung gathering blue kasi ala stock pero ok na un. saya talaga...

hay, til next week ganito ako lagi pagod pero ok lang basta masaya din lagi uuwi para maganda ang tulog kahit pagod...

miss ko na baby ko. ang gwapo gwapo niya na tapos ang puti puti ulit...

kakatuwa and kakagigil...grabe ang saya ko talaga today, ewan...basta masaya kahit nakakapagod..takit takit ng likod ko, huhuhuhu...hay wat a day talaga...sana ganito lagi para di ako nakakapag-isip.. :-(

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i wish i can...

just a while ago, a friend of mine sent me this one...

"now i understand why some people get themselves drunk..
it's not because they just want to get wasted.
But because they wanna escape each killing moment they spend
every fucking night thinking about what's happening with their damn life!!
of course they don't forget their problems..
at least they don't spend the night crying themselves to sleep."

then for some time, i told myself ...
how i wish i know how to drink and be drunk just like what other people do whenever they can't sleep..
then i can say that at least i didn't spend the night crying myself to sleep, funny...
yes, funny for someone like me to even think about this one.

if only i can stop time, i would.
i hate him for leaving me just when i needed him most.
i hate him for being with her instead of being with me.
i hate you for not being there JUST WHEN I NEEDED YOU MOST..

how many more *** should i hate for leaving me...

i feel like walking tonight...
a lot of things that i used to do with you, but i guess now...
well i don't know....

you are just like them...

i'll be okay.
i will..
i must..

i'll be missing "neth"..
i wish i can be not me...

missing you

Naalala ko, kapag may gusto ako na kahit ano...niyayakap lang kita then lam mo na why i'm giving you that warm hug..

kapag may gusto ako, bawal lagi kay mama, then you'll just say go, then go..

the last say is always your words.though you're like that, kaya ako ganito dahil sayo. sobrang perfectionist, disciplined and ol.

i know dami natin pagkukulang sa bawat isa, kahit i have ol the right na to be angry with you, di ko magawa...

because padabaon taka na maray.if you only knew.i envy her so much, lahat binigay mo sa knya...

naging selfish ako dahil gusto kita ipagkait sa knya but now i've realized na asa akin na pla lahat...nd naging ganun pa ako sa knya..m sorry...

antayin mo po ako...sat anjan na ako..please do wait fot me...kung pwede lang na di kita iwan, gagawin ko.

pero di umaayon time ngayon so whatever time na meron ako now, promise i'll be beside you always...

now pa lang i miss you terribly na. di ko alam if kaya ko.
sabi nila, papas' girl daw ako..well oo...bakit ganun, why do you have to go...

pa, bat ganun...ala pa din akong mahanap na tulad mo...i guess i'll never find one...
so please...
don't leave yet...
please...

i want to stop time...
i really like to...
how i wish i can...

kaya ko ito...
sige lang kaya ko ito...

i love you so much pa..
i'll miss you...

holding on...

ever felt like you're so alone...alone as in you're the only living creature on earth...

i wish right now that i am not by myself..

i wish that i'm beside you...

sleeping like a child...

a child who doesn't even know what it feels like being so afraid...

a child who wakes up every morning with her mom beside her...

telling her how much she loves her and how beautiful she is...

and that she's her angel..that she makes her strong...

even if at that moment she's carrying such a heavy load upon her shoulder..

i don't wanna sleep..sleeping is like resting for a couple of hours...

i dnt feel like i deserve to rest even for an hour or two...

i wish i'm beside my dad at this very moment...

telling him how much i love him...

that i misses him so much...

i wish i'm beside you right now...

just looking at your face, your beautiful face...

when i see you happy, you make me happy..

just looking at you makes me happy..

as if i can face anything...

i wish i'm beside you right now..

your laughter gives me strength..

your eyes makes me wonder,imagine things unimaginable...

beautiful things that keeps me going...

i wish i'm beside you right now..

looking at your angelic face makes me strong..

i don't wanna see you sad and i don't wanna see you cry..

so you will neither see me sad nor cry...

for you i'll keep on fighting..

i wish i'm beside you..

coz you are my strength..

you are my life..

i wish i'm not alone..

i know i'm not alone.

thank you.

for giving me the strength..the courage..

i'll keep on holding on...